Thoughts on Mother’s Day

09May

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This post originally appeared on the Moms of Douglas County blog

P.S. Doesn’t my mom look gorgeous?!

Mother’s Day this year brings about new thoughts and emotions for me because I now have a little one of my own (who will someday very soon actually be saying “mama”). It’s definitely a beautiful feeling to know that I am his, and vice versa.  And when I sit down and really think about what that means, I get a little teary eyed.

The funny thing about becoming a mother is that it makes you realize your own mortality. The carefree days of your youth are suddenly burdened with the realization that death does actually exist, and you will one day not be there for your child, at least in physical form.

A reassuring thought for me, though, is that the bond between a mother and her child is eternal and will stay with Liam long after I am gone, just as it will with my own mother.

And whenever I think about this type of deep, eternal love, I think of E.E. Cummings poem: i carry your heart with me (i carry it in). It’s perfect for Mother’s Day, I think.

 i carry your heart with me(i carry it in

my heart)i am never without it(anywhere

i go you go,my dear;and whatever is done

by only me is your doing,my darling)

                                                      i fear

no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want

no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)

and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant

and whatever a sun will always sing is you

 

here is the deepest secret nobody knows

(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud

and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows

higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)

and this is the wonder that’s keeping the stars apart

 

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

 

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